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Wednesday, July 15, 2009.

I don't blog here anymore.
I leave my links here.
SAYONARA!!!! >.<


Monday, July 13, 2009.

I feel that I can't seem to really express myself towards certain individuals.
I don't know why. Shall I just say that I am indifferent?

So many things have happened.
Yet this doesn't make anything feel right.
Everything seems odd and out of place for me.
Or am I the one out of place?

As though reality and fantasies are clashing.
Maybe I've been living in my escapist dream for far too long.
So much so that my other life is intruding into my real life.
But I ask myself, "What is real? And what's not?"

So far, everything's been surreal. Yet all too much realistic, in terms of stress and pain.
Although I have learnt that escapism does help with pain.
I have been flipping through the artbook of surreal paintings and drawings by various artists and oddly, I feel motivated despite the deary portraits.
Do I actually feel off pain and misery?
Or is my sarcasm nibbling away at whatever sanity I have left?
I do not know.

But all I can confirm is that, I am so sensitive.
Prolly too much to the extent that I know and understand what is going on already.
So much so that I have to act like I don't know yet.


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♥ CHECK THIS OUT!!!! CUTEEEE!!!!



Sunday, July 12, 2009.

Yayy-ness!!! I got a new neighbour, a really HOT JAPANESE GUY!
That's AWESOME.
He is Handsome, Tall, Kinda cute, Gentleman, Polite.
All those plus points you can think of!!!
Has a little similarities to that robot in ABSOLUTE BOYFY.
Even my younger sis agrees with me :)


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Outing with girls,
Polaroid snapping away,
Our usual food hunt and shopping spree.
This is LOVEEE-ED♥


Manicure soon alrights?
I can't wait to see our LOVELY PAINTED nails!


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Huishan Darling, Thanks for enlightening me. Prolly I shouldn't care bout that stalker.
Even if is a Freaking stalker, I shall give him some privacy.
Count yourself lucky!
(removed print-screen conversations)


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What is THIS?
You NEED NOT add me after
telling me a LOAD OF CRAP based SOLEY on
LIES.


Saturday, July 11, 2009.

I'm having a bad cough.
that hurts whenever I use my throat too much.
UT just ended not long ago.
And now what?
Some random guy, claiming that he knows me thru a Fb friend?
The only peeps, mutual friends, I see are Esther and Belicia.
Known them for YEARS and still counting.
Not likely they will do that.
IMPOSSIBLE FOR BELICIA, and not likely for Esther too.
You think it's funny?
No thanks.
Prolly he should at least spin a
better lie.
Unconstructive, unrealistic,
totally dumb and 100% WORTHLESS TRASH TALK.
Tell me about
that.


Thursday, July 9, 2009.


PEALEEN!!!!! See this girl, wear the bigbig spects. GEEKY RIGHT? hahahs, ok la, very cute very cute ok :DDDD (nonsensical)



Wednesday, July 8, 2009.

Yesterday I TALKED TO JR!!! :) and another guy that Ed introduced to me- Julian.
Awww man! UT later on, and I haven't studied yet. I shall be a hard working girl and study nowwwww~ COGNITIVE UT, OH GOSHIES, till then...

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Tuesday, July 7, 2009.

DAMN FUNNY OK!!! I WAS LIKE TEASING ERNEST ABOUT SOME DEER STUFF AND KAWAII NEH. HE CAN'T HELP BUT BLUSH.
AND TO MAKE HIM STOP FEELING HIGH, I JUST HAVE TO SAY SOMEBODIES NAME.... HAHAHS....

ok full or crap! I am so freaking DEAD. I hope I still can draw properly laaaaa.
*hint hint nudge nudge* :D ok, that's only if it's acceptable!

GODDDD! later I gotta chiong to popular to get some barang barangs and make some CUTESY STUFF :D I just hope I will have all the energy to last through the night.

and this explains why I could not meet my DARLING today.


Monday, July 6, 2009.

It seems that today will be a nice day... ...


Sunday, July 5, 2009.

I miss all of you...


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I'm going to do a Weight-loss scheme!
Starting: TOMORROW :D
and LOOSE MY GOD DAMN excessed Fats.


Saturday, July 4, 2009.


With LOVE.


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Titbits from TAIWAN! Thanks Daddy!



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YESTERDAY was well spent.
Daddy came back from Taiwan.
Mummy drove us all to the airport to pick him up.
Ate delicious japanese pasta and salad.
Sweetalking sessions.
Then headed to Plaza Sing.
Booked some Movie tixs-ICE AGE.
Went to the arcade and played MarioCart like little kids.
Went to HongKong caffe as our mouths were itchy.
Desserts/French Toast/Honey Lemon Drink
It was 11.30 then,
and we went in to the Cinema.
End of everything,
we were all driven home.
And a Goodnight sleep.
I woke up at noon today, my mum made some pastries for me.
It was delicious.
As I'm blogging now,
Music/Small Breeze/Peacefulness.
I wonder whats next... ...


Friday, July 3, 2009.



one word. "AMAZING!!!!"


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DANCE is an Art.
While Art is an Expression.
Therefore, you can also conclude that Dance is a kind of expression.
But still, both Dance and Art are a total different thing... Under the same category.


AWEFUL piece of ARTWORK produced during sec4


But TIME has given me a chance to IMPROVE from where I was... ... I personally feel that sketching humans first hand from observations through photo's or real life is much easier that trying to copy a peoson's art work. Whatever you have created started off with your own inspiration, your own creativity and your own talent. One step at a time, blending the colours, making some texture, assuring that it looked realistic enough... then be proud of it.



Thursday, July 2, 2009.



♥♥♥ DANCE SUBARU! OH GOSH, I REALLY REALLY WANT TO WATCH THIS MOVIE ♥♥♥


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See this pic that my sis edited for me, CUTE RIGHT? But seriously, whats with the blusher (>.<) Alright, but it was rather nice for her to do that for me!
Long long time ago... ...


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FINALLY! I am back from Ballet concert practice! Current mood: SLEEPYYYY!
Well well... ... today we did somemore cheorography. and we gotta gotta really speed things up already. I feel that the paste is too slow. Because some of the other dancer are always not there!
Therefore, contributing to Miss Phua's head ache!

BAD NEWS IS:
Termbreak is here, NO BALLET FOR 2 WEEK! CAN DIE LA! I gotta train my leggggs.
GOOD NEWS IS:
Measurement for concert's costume is soon!!!! VERY SOON :D


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FOR TODAYS COMMUNICATION MODULE, I CONTRIBUTED ALOT!
HIP-HIP HURRAY!!! (>.<)


Wednesday, July 1, 2009.

Sometimes I wonder why, if maybe things could be done differently.
And everything would turn three-sixty.

But now, I am happy for the way I am. Just having afew sugar cubes that sweetens up my life, things seem to turn out fine. Though I don't know the real reason why, I shall enjoy the moments for now... for now.

I am uncertain about how much time those sugar cubes would take to melt. Even so, the sweetness would still remain in my heart.

Thanks for bringing somemore life to me, my Dearest Darlings.



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That's the Cognitive thingi poem!!! and they say this poem need to think in a bian tai way in order to understand it's meaning. LOLS!!! Then Yanglishan say I gave too much details alr. :p

Oh Rose, thou art sick!
The invisible worm
That flies in the night,
in the howling storm

Has found out thy bed
Of crimson joy.
And with his dark secret love,
does thy life destroy.

-William Blake


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Dad is in Taiwan now! I could take this opportunity to go for my late night gatherings!
Gosh, I'm so bad... Well anyway, at least I have to promise my mum to catch the last bus home :)


Tuesday, June 30, 2009.

Some random photos, well I'm too lazy to take all of them so, enjoy these :)

Jeremy, what are you doing? :p

See how sweet both of us are!!!
NicAng, don't jealous ok? :D hahahs!
eh... this pic damn unglam and I seem like a light bulb! (>.<)
Both GH and Matt look so tired!!!
and, Yes I know that I'm too lazy to upload all of them :)
THE BAD THING IS, I COULDN'T FIND THAT HOT PIC THAT PEARLEEN TOOK FOR ME!
Lols, can become Maxium cover page alr! ... okok, Kidding :D


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SORRY DARLINGS, EVEN WITHOUT ME, HAVE FUN OKAYS :D
I SHALL ATTEND OUR NEXT GATHERING OKAY!
LOVES!!!

WOOH! Cute guy for you all to see :) and YES
HE IS A JAPANESE!


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Watched TRANSFORMERS already?
MEGAN FOX IS EFFING HOT!
She is a Bisexual, well but don't you people know that Bisexuals are usually hot?
:) just like my long time no see LOVELY!
Shannie, remembered what I said to you last time?
Being a Bi is good. cause it's a win-win situation!
Hahahs! ok, enough of crapping!



CIAOS!


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Yesterday was NICE!
Met up with Darling Pearleen thennn played with her "BITCH" :)
(female dog)
Some heart to heart talk then...
Headed down to ICEKIMOOOOO!
Tried the ice-cream waffle there.
It's like... WARM WAFFLES CENTERED WITH DURIAN FLESH, TOPPED WITH A HUGE SCOOP OF DURIAN ICECREAM!!!
Both of us were in "heaven".

Not long later, met Sin Yee and another cutie-Lin Xin at PRATA HOUSE!
EAT AGAIN! Niceeeee (>.<)

All of us slack until very late at night but Pearleen is someone who will make sure no matter what, I will still be able to catch the last bus home.
After all the enjoyment, we ran together to the bustop and then I took the last bus back home.
Really nice of her to do that.

ARIGATO!!!


Sunday, June 28, 2009.

Nothing better to do...
I learnt some dance cheoro yesterday (for the concert) anddddd I gotta practice and practice...
I'm so freaking lazy and I dont feel like even budgging at all.
Except for the fact that I'm still cuttently moving...
Probably I should practice later on.
Perfect the steps and then cheoro classes would definately be much more relaxed as I dont have to last min figure those steps out...
GOSH, and I'm HAPPY cause for my dance concert,
We have to kinda split ourselves into 2 groups,
-Black and White.

And I'm in the Black group, so means my leotard would be Black in colour and my lovely skirt would be black too! WOOOHHH!
Although I know for goodness sake that I suite white alot, But dancing in a BLACK costume is definately better than in a WHITE 1.

The common sensical reason would be... LOOKING SLIMMER LA :D

(oh well, I do hope that Pearleen could send me hot pictures during our recent outing)


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This beautifully moving drama is based on the real-life struggles of a 15-year-old girl named Aya who suffered from an incurable disease, but lived life to the fullest until her death at 25. The script is based on the diary Aya kept writing until she could no longer hold a pen. The book that later followed entitled “One Litre of Tears" has sold over 1.1 million copies in Japan alone.

Fifteen year old Ikeuchi Aya was just a normal girl, soon to be high school student and daughter of a family who works at a shop that makes tofu. As time passed, unusual things started happening to Aya lately. She started falling down often and walks in a strange way. Her mother Shioka, takes Aya to see the doctor, and he informs Shioka that Aya has spinocerebellar degeneration - a terrible disease where the cerebellum of the brain gradually deteriorates to the point where the victim cannot walk, speak, write, or eat. A cruel disease, as it does not affect the mind in the least. How will Aya react when told about her disease? And how will Aya live from now on?
Okays, I'm done with watching this drama.
The title is- 1 litres of tears, but you will cry out 10 litres instead!
:) this drama is sooooooooo touching to the MAX!


Saturday, June 27, 2009.

MY DAD JUST RETURNED FROM HONGKONG... ...
and he said that he is going to Taiwan next Wednesday!


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Such a LOVELY place for a Bikini Photo shoot!


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TODAY was not just another normal day. Today I really had fun.
Pearleen and "bandage skirt girl" really kept me smiling away.
Eventhough I myself don't know Pearleen's friends well,
They were still nice.
Not just nice, but way more than nice.
Thanks the "look like malcium guy" for treating us to a MOVIE-Transformers!
13 people in all. And he paid for all 13 tickets.
and... JEREMY was so shy. He didn't really talk much.
so sad! but still he is very funny :)
before I forget, I did not really talk to the "vomit guy" and his gf.
cause like, we were rushing to the movies?
They are cute ok, sorry I had to leave early too.

ANYWAY. It was a pleasure to meet them.
LOVES!!!


Friday, June 26, 2009.

Yesterday was a blast! My darling- Pearleen invited me to have fun in the sun with some of her really nice friends. Heart to heart talks/ steam boat... was GREAT!
TOOK ALOT OF PICTURES, weather anot its glam or unglam, they are still pictures! :)
I shall post the pictures after getting them :)


Wednesday, June 24, 2009.

RP YEAR1 STUDENTS HOLIDAY FOR 1 WEEK...
cause of that *** H1N1...
what the heck?


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Rasis is a pervert. He says that ballerinas are sexually apealing...
Somewhat... wrong.


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EVERYONE! PLEASE TAKECARE OF YOURSELF OKAY!
oh, and i use to look very childish... (sec4?)


Tuesday, June 23, 2009.

I don't understand why all my friends are like...
curious about my younger brother.
WELL, see that's him! I know that he looks prettier than me alright!...
that's my cap he is wearing :)




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KONBAWA!!! I'm so shack today '~'... Anywayssss...
I HAVE FINALLY PAID MY SCHOOL FEES.
I'm always up for last min stuff. Man, I gotta change this habit.
For today's lesson, CHAK CHAK gave us chocolates... very rare ok! hhhahas...
I cut my hair, bought new contact lenses (blue and brown) KAKOII-NE!


OH GOSH, I hate my pimples! Doctors just say...

my skin cnt take Singapore's warm and humid condition...

I wanna go Japan so badly ok!



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Okaeri sweet home kaeru basho ai wo arigatou

Mata heiki na furi wo shite
Kanashimi no iro wo nuri tsubushite
Waratte shimaun desu

Shinjiru koto no taisetsu sa
Wakatteru noni iza to iu toki
Utagatte shimaun desu

Karappo no karada nagareru toki ni
Uite shimai sou ni naru kedo
Anata no koto dakishimetai
Kono kimochi ga tsuki ugokasu no

Okaeri I'm home hitokoto de mitasareru kokoro
Okaeri sweet home kaeru basho ai wo arigatou
Sweet home...

Jibun no koto bakari wo
Kangaeru otona wa zuruin dato
Omotte itan desu
Demo hisshi de kaeru koto wo
Sakenderu hito mo iru n dato
Yatto shittan desu

Atari mae no shiawase nanka
Kono sekai ni hitotsu mo nai
Anata no tame sou omoeta
Kono kimochi ga tsuki ugokasu no

Okaeri I'm home speed ga kasoku shiteku mainichi
Okaeri sweet home kawaranai zutto aru keshiki
Sweet home...

Sagashite nakushita kokoro no kizu ga tachimukau
Tsuyosa ni kawareta nowa okaeri ga atta kara

Okaeri I'm home hitokoto de mitasareru kokoro
Okaeri sweet home kaeru basho ai wo arigatou

Okaeri I'm home daijoubu anata ga iru kara
Okaeri sweet home mattete ne mou sugu tsuku kara
Sweet home...


Monday, June 22, 2009.

PEARLEEN, THANKS FOR BEING SO NICE TO ME TODAY!
The stickers you gave me were really cute and the Tako yakis were GREAT! >.<
ARIGATO-NE :)


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My life is like a flower, that hasn't bloom... ...


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OYASUMI-NASAI... JA!



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Another touching love story.
-Koizora... ...


Sunday, June 21, 2009.

FREAKING FREAKING full after a meal at pizzahut! Thanks MUMMY!!! :D
Just 3kids and we ate 2 regular sized pizzas and chicken drumlets.

OIISHI NE!


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Heyhey everyone, you can watch Absolute Boyfriend Special on mysoju.com too. Under the Japan Drama section. It was freaking freaking touching as the robot-Night wanted to be erased from the world as he fully understands that although how much he loves Riiko, they can never be together forever, can never grow old together, can never start a family together. He fully knows that he is just a robot, created just to love her...

AIYA, WATCH IT AND YOU WILL KNOW!
(don't forget your tissue paper!)


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Touching and Lovely story indeed. It will make you cry like nobodies business. Im so going to have puffy eyes in the morning! OHWELL, people! IT'S A GREAT SHOW, watch it ok :)
Can learn Japanese too :D
TOMORROW, IM GOING TO WATCH (Absolute boyfriend-Zettai Kareshi) special! YAYYYS!

As for now, Ohyasumi~nasai :DDDD!!!!


Izawa Riko is a temp worker in search of a boyfriend, and she ends up in possession of a "robot" known as Night Tenjo, who is programmed to be the perfect boyfriend. However, this creates a love triangle with a distinguished young man at her company who has feelings for her.


Saturday, June 20, 2009.

Konnichiwa!

I have just returned from my ballet class. We were cheorographing our concert's dance item and the process was really funny :D GREAT! MORE DANCE TRAINING FOR ME.

Monday: Modern Dance
Tuesday: Ballet Intermediate class
Thursday: Both Modern Dance and Ballet Inter class CLASH!
Saturday: Ballet Concert practice
Sunday: Ballet Concert practice

Now, let show you what I catagorised as GOOD LOOKING GUYS :)



Friday, June 19, 2009.

MISS UNCONCIOUS.

Untill now, then I "rose from the dead"


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I had modern dance training today and I literally chiong all the way. Nice routines Marcus had taught us, but somehow he is also pissed with the class. Saying that we have to practice, keep practicing, as everyone could see with their own eyes that some of us are still doing some mistakes here and there! Well, JIAYOU PEOPLE, DONT GIVE UP!


After Marcus left, we had the BUDDY SYSTEM thingi. They picked some seniors and juniors together, Then the seniors are the ANGELS! They have goota teach us all the things we dont know! ARIGATOGOZAIMASHITA Stacy! Stacy is my ANGEL! and she is veryvery nice, veryvery patient and veryvery pretty! and btw I seldom praise people.

She is so cool, and thought me DOUBLE PIROWATTES!!!! But too bad that I have only mastered right side.


I AM ALWAYS HAVEING PROBLEMS DOING LEFT SIDES. Be it chanaes, pirowattes, or even piquaes! RIDICULIOUS ME!


Nevermind, JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!


Perleen, dont give up too, you can do it, your determination is very strong, if yoou have put in the amount of effort, the results will come!


:DDD today's Modern dance was rather fruitful!

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Thursday, June 18, 2009.

FAT LEGS! Or shall I say "THATS MUSCLES, cause I'm trained in Ballet"
SY SY SY = Sin Yee
Pearleen showing off her whitre gloves :D
out dated polaroids, cute polaroids, "us" polaroids ... ♥ LOVELIES!